Breaking Me Down (Layer by Layer) by Dez Childs

Breaking Me Down (Layer by Layer) by Dez Childs

Note to my nephew

I miss you so much. You were snatched from me so quickly. You were my hope for tomorrow.  I cant begin to tell you how much my heart is hurting. You held such a big part of my heart. I miss being with you watching you grow, seeing that smile. It warmed my heart, soothed my soul. Never forget you will always be my nephew. Never forget the times we had. And most importantly never forget how much aunt Mimi loves you forever and always lil man. Theres not a day that goes by that I dont think of you. Your on my heart soo heavily today. When I think of you it gets hard to breathe. I just miss you so much. The tears ive cried for you could build a river. I never knew I could love someone so much. Never forget my lil buddy aunt mimi loves her lil guy forever.

:)

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Imagine

Imagine holding a secret

Only one other knew.

Imagine holding that everyday

Not being able to say.

Imagine your heart shattering

Nothing else mattering.

Imagine trying to pick 

Up the pieces by yourself.

Chains

She was chained to her anger,

Chained to the lies. 

Drowning herself in her tear,

Self pity ran high. 

Not wanting to change,

She kept telling herself the lies.

She met a woman online,

Such a breath of fresh  air. 

Months go by, then almost a year,

She finally gets it, it seems so clear. 

She knows what she wants,

And has a lifetime to work. 

Because of this woman,

She can almost breathe. 

She owes her everything, 

The chains are coming off. 

The fog is so thick
Thick in my mind
It makes me so sick
And I try to find
The meaning.

I pretend to be ok
But that furthest from 
the truth. It's easy to
Put on a smiling face
And pretend.